Awareness

2/11/2014

So much is going on so fast, but I love it. I am happier than I've ever been in my life, I believe to my soul. I'm where I'm supposed to be, about to be doing what I'm supposed to be doing. How many people can say they feel that connection with their calling so strongly? What a blessing when it happens.

I don't know what later brings, but if it gets better, I might just explode.

For one, I know Mom is at peace. Stephen is happy and feeling secure doing that male providing thing, Devyn is on the road to becoming the active and engaged little boy he's supposed to be and he's about to be put into preschool. Everyone is taken care of.

Apparently, the Energy we otherwise call God has blessed me with significant people in my life, essential people :) I suppose, the path has been laid before me to just GO. So, I will.

Some of the most bizarre coincidences have been happening... artworks in my head I may never get to, realizations of past, present and perhaps future have come into clear focus to show a masterpiece in the making.

Read more about whats going on later by clicking "read more" below

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Rayleen link

7/23/2014 04:50:06 am

Hi Linda,
I read your comment above and it touched me. I saw you wrote this in February. The funny thing is February 18th was the time I became aware of my awakening. The emotional release and pure joy that happened when I opened up and realized there was more out there then what I was taught as a child was amazing. I got the courage to follow the path I was given instead of being afraid and extremely critical of my art work. Art has been calling my name every since I can remember but I was always too intimidated to pursue it outside of my home. The world is filled with such talent and I constantly compared myself to them. I wasn't worthy I told myself to the contrary of friends and family. I have, just recently, come to the realization there is a place for every artist and every style. Especially if it comes from your soul.
In June I also awoke from dreams of finished pieces. I was leaving to visit family so I rough sketched and wrote down the colors, etc., so hopefully I can recreate the amazing images in my head. One that stands out is a really cool underwater scene with black flowers clinging to an underwater cave. Through the cave opening you can see seascape with a ship or something and light is streaming down to represent God, Source, Higher Divine. Whatever one chooses to name it. The stamen of the flowers sparkled and the contrast was amazing. I don't have much experience with paint so I need to practice different methods to get the effect I want. I have a lot of experience with pencil. lol
I am assuming your Mother has recently passed. So sorry for your loss. My Mother passed January 2013. Knowing loved ones are ok and happy helps but I still miss my Mom and Dad so much. The crying lessens over time but thinking of them and missing them doesn't change. Sometime I'll tell you about the strange things that happened to me after my Dad died in 1999. This is getting kind of long and I don't want to come off creepy. ;) I really admire you artistic ability and love your work. Your husbands as well! Continued success to you. Take care.

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